I sit across from her on her blue living room couches, toys laying haphazardly at our feet, laughing children in the background…captivated by her words.
With tears welling up in her eyes, she tells me about the love she has for her children and the overwhelming anxiety she has about their safety and wellbeing.
My friend has always been a bit anxious, even before she had children, so I wasn’t all that surprised she was telling me about her fears. But it was when she said, “it’s like these feelings just amplified the moment I became a Mother, I just love them so much!” that my heart started pounding.
Something in her words took my breath away and tears fell down my cheeks. I immediately responded with “Yes, I completely understand.” I knew exactly what she meant…because I’m a Mom too.
Since the moment I became a Mom, my heart has been filled with such intense love that it hurts and aches, almost like it wasn’t built to hold such strong emotions. It strains to hold itself together against the title wave of feelings I have.
I cry more, I laugh more, I’m more anxious, and I yell more.
There are moments I worry that my heart might just burst at the seams. I’m sure you understand that, after all, you’re a Mom too.
I thought that I was ready to be a Mom, I had education and training in child development and family therapy. I had spent years working intensely with parents and children. I thought I was ready.
I wasn’t ready for were the overwhelming, heartbreaking, knock me on my knees kinds of emotions that came with being a Mom. They have ruled everything since my first babe was placed in my arms.
It was at that moment, talking with my friend, that I realized the statement “your life will never be the same when you have kids” isn’t about the change of routine or having to take care of a child, it’s describing the emotional turmoil that we feel the second we become a parent.
Joy, fear, pride, jealousy, guilt, extreme love, and sadness are constants on this journey.
“What if I’m failing my children and they turn out to be terrible people?”
“I just love them so much, it’s hard to let them go and to be independent.”
“Is she okay? It’s her first playdate without me? What if…”
“OMG!! Look at him climbing up that latter, he’s going to die! GET DOWN, NOW!!!!”
“I can’t do this. I’m tired.”
Because our emotions are so overwhelming we often get stuck in negative thought patterns. We love, we worry, we’re scared, so we say “no”, it’s easy to get lost in Mom Funks and become that yelling mom we swore we’d never be.
Parents need a healthy combination of emotion and logic to make the best decisions for our children. But when our emotions take over, all logic gets thrown out of the window. The trick is learning that balance.
The emotions will never go away, but the better we feel about ourselves, our parenting, and our lives in general, the more control we have over our emotions.
That’s one of the many reasons why it’s extremely important to take care of yourself.
Take Time Out for Self Care
Taking care of yourself is a necessity for your health and well-being and a gift to your loved ones. Let’s admit it – most moms will do everything they can to take care of their children’s needs while forgetting to tend to their own needs.
But the truth is, that we must be a priority. When you feel fulfilled and okay with yourself, you’re more equipped to handle the big emotions of motherhood.
Take time away to run errands without the kids, get your nails done, go out with friends, sit in a café and enjoy a cup of coffee or tea with a good book. Find activities that fill your soul and do them.
Not sure how to do this? Check out my Banish The Mom Funk 7 Day Challenge to learn how.
I know, you probably struggle with finding time that’s just for you. You’re busy and you might not have a lot of help around. Here are a few ways to get an hour or two out of your week, that’s just for you:
- Schedule time when your spouse gets special time with the kids, so they can connect and you can get a break.
- Switch babysitting with a friend. She watches your kids for a few hours one day, and you watch them another day.
- Look for drop-in care or Mother’s Day Out programs in your area.
- Sign up for the Makeover Your Mornings or Makeover Your Evenings program that will show you how to spend your mornings or evenings in a way that refresh you and prepare you for your day. They are both wonderful for finding me-time and chiseling out time for self-care.
Allow Time for Gratitude
Starting my Gratitude journal a few years ago saved me.
I was in a deep Mom Funk and hadn’t felt joy in months. I was yelling, sad, lonely, and frustrated with life. My emotions were so overpowering that I wasn’t being the Mom I knew how to be.
After a big explosion on my 3-year-old, I knew something had to change.
One of the first things I did was start my gratitude journal.
By having a place to write about the good things in my life, I was able to slow down enough to find some gratitude and appreciation in my life.
Try it today. If you’re stuck in a funk, download your free copy of my Daily Gratitude Journal and in a few short day’s you’ll start to feel that funk lift.
Because you’re a Mom
Remember that you’re emotions are amplified, just because you’re a Mom. It takes practice and the right tools to help you control the big emotions of motherhood.
If you’re in a Mom Funk and feeling the weight of big emotions, check out my Free 7-Day Banish The Mom Funk Challange. It might be just the thing you need.
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